Jealousy

Feeling that if I only had the same advantages as other leaders then would have their accomplishments
Feeling resentment towards others because of the relationships they have or enjoy.
Having hard feelings towards others because they have unfair advantages over me.
Feeling discontented because of the successes of others.
Secretly hoping that another leader would fail.
Feeling disgruntled with God because of the relationships others seem to enjoy with Him.
Other ways the Holy Spirit may show you